HEARTBROKEN Kelly Brook has spoken for the first time about losing her baby, calling it “the hardest, most terrible time of my life”.
The 31-year-old model fell pregnant by boyfriend Thom Evans earlier this year, but tragically lost her baby daughter in May.
Since then she has kept quiet about her loss, but now reveals: “It’s been a complete drama, having children wasn’t on my radar.”
She added: “Thom has only known me pregnant – all hormonal and blotchy – but he was always there for me.
“I felt lucky to have met someone who was kind and generous and responsible.”
After the couple’s joy turned to tragedy, Kelly admits she has struggled with intense feelings of bereavement.
In the candid interview in tomorrow’s Sunday Times Style magazine, she adds: “I felt lucky. But then what happened, happened. The whole thing has been a huge journey, and there are still really complex stages that I’m going through.
“You feel emptiness, sadness, guilt, loss. One moment you don’t think about it, the next you’re crying hysterically.”
Three months on, Kelly reveals her relationship with Thom is stronger than ever. The pair recently returned from a holiday on the Greek island of Mykonos, and are enjoying “dating”.
She adds: “We’ve become best friends. I feel happier and sexier than ever.”